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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

day 178

Today was my first day on the countdown. Today i called in sick to get homework done and to finish moving my stuff out of the ex's house. I got homework done and a few things moved but there is still stuff there. today i was stupid and i let my emotions get to me because of a mis understandment me and him made about helping me move my stuff. i thought he said he would help me tonight but when i texted him he said he had company (i am proud of him b/c i asked him to not tell me who or what he was doing) anyways that hurt be because last night and many times before he said i am his best friend and if i needed him at all he was there. well, doesnt seem like it. o well so i got over that.. i added a bunch of guys on facebook  and i want to find some guy to just talk to. well that is what i am confused about because inside i really do not want to. any how its here day 60 is over i am going to bed alone...

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  1. im sure no one cares but it is not day 60 it is day 178 and it is over now good night

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  2. I think it's always a good idea to write out what you're going through cuz it helps you process your feelings...good luck :)

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  3. I love that you are doing this. I also have a blog and sometimes I know no one will really care what I write in there and I dont care if people really look at it but like Shabang said it helps process your feelings... You will be able to look back at this and see how far you have been able to come in life. Best of Luck!

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  4. thanks guys i do hope it works out!

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  5. Love you jo!! I also have a blog its about my family check it out!!! corrylife.blogspot.com

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